160...

Yeah, this morning I was 160.8 again. A little surprised as I was only 162 yesterday. I guess maybe a clean induction pays off. Since Monday I've been chugging water, and no Diet Pepsi Vanilla like the last 2 weeks. No low-carb candy, I think I had one almost every day last week. I'm going to attempt not to weigh until next Monday, I may have to put away the scale when I get home.

But........oh the temptation is staring me in the face today. Now I got over the chocolate sitting on my desk, I haven't touched that since I started on 1/11. Part I think because I got through my chocolate binge around Christmas and there isn't the appeal anymore. But Servepro came today and brought DONUTS!!!! Good looking DONUTS, with frosting and jimmies : { Now they are sitting in the kitchen, and I avoided them at lunch while 2 people ate them. Diane wants me to take one home to Dylan and I will because I do know he will enjoy it. I think part of what keeps me from going in there to get it......is the loss I saw today. I don't want to go back, I dont' want to mess up, I don't want to start over again. I really want this clean induction. There is also this little demon inside of me saying, well instead, since you want a taste of something so bad, go over to the drugstore and get a 1carb Reese cup and a Diet Pepsi. Well no, no, no. I can do this, just anytime I keep thinking about it I just chug a little more on the water. I'm not hungry, I had a filling lunch (potroast, cauliflour, Zucchini saute w/feta) so its a mental thing. If I'm going to cheat I'm not going to do it because something just happens to be around and not for a donut either : /